left alone, Melancholy Culkin mother's favorite poet EE Cummings behavior was unbecoming straight buggin strain kickin’ i’m more rhymes than meaning she saw Buddha smiling i know nothin Charles Manson poke the chosen what a voice then Nicholas Holden used to be brother but shit happens stay in temple and so enlightened --- you forgot who you are welcome back give a fuck i'm bitter so i blocked fuck lean take ayahuasca create Ars Poetica about mother Aya i’m not a rapper call me Mathias Svalina delivering dreams to your doorstep fuck the universe straight from this verse fuck all quotes caption what i wrote fuck the critics i'm Jimi Hendrix hair fixed i’m failing my major doesnt matter, at least not to these authors don’t you think im creative? well fuck you you’re right because i'm passive. i’m awake again at two in the morning there’s chaos in my mind when I’m supposed to be drinking a cup of tea while finding serenity my pillow doesn’t even feel that soft sometimes i post weird shit in instagram so i can ease the boredom that I’m feeling i’ve been out of place zoning out a lot I’m sorry i don’t know what’s happening I’m not even drowsy intrusive thoughts asked me If my mind is open can I please come in? no leave me alone please leave me alone all these late night people with their stressed faces and I’m listening again to my sad playlist and I’m questioning myself are they filling up a void? am I getting followed? I’m very paranoid then suddenly staring at the ceiling what the fuck am I feeling? the cycle repeats 3x and I'm tired of it.
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